You know those times

I never had something happen to me before in my life, but now I think it has happened four times over. Ironic, this predicament.

I don't understand

I am an easy going guy. I don't often dislike something. As of now, I have no enemies or anything. I have a couple things I don't like. Among those are two things: country music and non-Christian Christmas music from January to the day after Thanksgiving.

Apparently that is unacceptable. It's not that I try to impose my beliefs on the matter on the whole world. I just prefer that if someone is with me and they refuse to turn off that kind of music, I prefer not to listen. 

Apparently I am a jerk for that. Apparently just because I don't want to listen to that, I am the worst human being on the planet. I feel that I have a right to live my life how I want. It's not like I am killing people or something, but I feel so judged.

So I don't care anymore. Go ahead and hate me for it. It is my choice, and really it's not that horrible of a choice.

What I would like

Lots of people say, "I don't care if I am asked to a dance or not." Honestly, I care if I get asked. In fact, I want to get asked. Really, I have never not wanted to go. Even when I say I don't mind, I do. So girls, ask me. Because I am one yelp of a date and super cute to boot. Thanks-
W.R. Duclos




Pathetic, but I don't give a crap. I am so sick of being an afterthought.

H-omecoming

PG football makes me lose my voice. I yelled so loud today at the football game against Lehi. 45-11? Yeah, we destroyed. Tomorrow is the Homecoming dance. I am going with Kirsten Marquis. She is super awesome. Really. I cleaned a car today for four hours. Free of charge. I realized that I will never fall in love with my sister, Nicole. I love soccer. But I love American rules football best. Did I mention we destroyed? I was the fan of the game for my senior Homecoming where we destroyed Lehi. I got a plaque and everything. So great. I really like this girl, but I don't think she likes me back. She could, though. Good news, I think at least five sophomore girls are in love with me, though. Being the oldest at school sucks. I really love football.

School

According to my councilor, I am basically a shoe-in for any school I want to go to. Chill with me.

Chess

The #1 reason why I suck at chess: I have no idea what I'm doing, and I can't be precise or quick, but I can't be patient and long lasting. I am just in the awkward sucking middle. So maybe I'm not talking chess. Who cares? Ah.

That moment

When you are feeling queasy for no reason and the longer it lasts the worst it gets. When it is almost unbearable, the thought that you have invested so much, only to get a clear sign of failure. The moment when just as you give up hope, it works out. And you're happy again. And you think it's ridiculous that you ever were scared to begin with.











That moment kills me.

All I am going to say on the matter

I want to say lots of things. Like a ton of stuff. But this is all I will say: If Utah wins, I won't be a jerk. If BYU wins and you are a jerk to me, you forfeit yourself to my fists. Because I am seriously so sick of  crap from people just because I am a Utah fan. I would say more, but I won't.

I am not the best best friend

So I am getting my wisdom teeth out in an hour. I scheduled this appointment a while ago. But then I found out that today is special. Today is not a great day to get my wisdom teeth out. Because today is Nicole Tucker's birthday. To make it up to her, I am writing this blogpost. Happy birthday, Nicole.

Nicole, you are one of my best friends. Really, I never expected it. We never necessarily saw the other as a potential friend until suddenly, then we were best friends. It's funny how that worked out. I guess it just goes to show that no matter how different we seem, we are just like our older brothers (though, I hope they didn't jokingly flirt as much as we do, because that would be creepy). Thank you for everything. Sometimes I look back on my life and think of what I wish had gone different, but then I realize I wouldn't ever want to change anything, because all that was necessary to lead me to you. I will forever be there for you. I am sorry I will be drugged up on your birthday, but you know us druggies have got to get our fix sometimes. Anyway, have the best day. You are awesome. Thank you for everything. Here are a few cheap birthday presents:

A Poem

(Haiku)

I love to see her.

A sister of my spirit,

My Nicole Tucker.

They're coming out

I am getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. I will prolly try to go to the football game after. People say I am crazy. I say I am dedicated.

I am not a hipster

Awkward situation: People at school may think I am a hipster. Here are the reasons why:

• I have a MacBook Air.
• I like Indie music.
• I often either have a really nice camera or a guitar with me in the halls of the school.
• I kind of have a mullet.
• I wear thick frame glasses that appear to not be prescribed.
• I make videos.

But the thing is, all these are just coincidences. Let me explain.

• I have a MacBook Air because I make videos and it was the best option for me. 

• I do just like Indie music, but not to be different. I like it because the music that is popular is crap.  

•  I have a camera for the same reason why I have a computer. And the guitar is for guitar class. 

• I just need to get my hair cut and the back of my head is long. 

•  They were the cheapest ones I could find. Plus they fit perfectly to my face. And they are my prescription. 

• I am a pro video maker. I don't do it to be "creatively independent" or something like that.

I get my wisdom teeth out Friday. I have a full scheduled weekend afterward. Fuuuuun. I am tired and need to sleep soon.

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Night Visions

I went to a concert. For Imagine Dragons. And got their album. Three days early. It is great.

You can't stop the school of rock!!!

I started guitar class this semester. Every class period ends with me wishing I was JB. Yes, you read that right. Some people give him a hard time, because of his overall appearance and his lack of appreciation in some social circles, but I always want to be as awesome at guitar as Jack Black (who did you think I was talking about?). So I always crave watching the school of rock. Which I am doing now. Seriously so great.
Also I have a burning desire to replicate Jukebox Hero. Long story.

Hung Over
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